The Texan's Touch Page 4

  Nichole frowned. The only trouble she could think of would probably come from her brother. He was uncomfortable about her being a woman. Everything had been fine between them when she rode as one of the men. But since the morning he found her kissing the Yankee, he’d been uneasy. Even with the war over, he still called her Nick and referred to her as “he” most of the time.

  When the door opened, she forgot all about Wolf. The man who had held her so gently and kissed her so tenderly appeared before her looking far more handsome than she remembered. His brown hair was combed neatly and the peace had eased the worry lines along his forehead.

  He was dressed in a black suit that fit him like it had been tailored just for him, and a shirt so white it deepened his tan. Nichole could never remember a man looking so spotlessly clean. His warm brown eyes stared only at her, as if she were somebody special.

  For a long moment, he just stared at her as though he were drinking in the sight of her with one long draw.

  “Wes,” he said slowly as he smiled at Nichole and opened his hand toward her. “I’d like you to meet Nichole Hayward and her brother, Captain Wolf Hayward of the Gray Shadows. Miss Hayward”—Adam moved to the side allowing another man to enter—“my brother, Captain Weston McLain.”

  The man behind Adam let a smile lift the corner of his mouth as he stepped around his brother. “Miss Hayward. Captain Hayward.” He nodded at them both. The smile spread until it almost reached a thin white scar along his cheek. His was of the same build as Adam, brown hair, brown eyes, but somehow different, harder.

  “This isn’t a social call.” Wolf’s low voice seemed to rumble around the little room like a loose cannonball. “Nick wanted to return the medical bag you left behind and have you check the wound at her side for healing. Then we’ll be on our way.”

  Nichole knew no one in the room except her brother believed the reason.

  Adam’s brother’s smile now infected both corners of his mouth. “Well, Captain Hayward.” He turned toward Wolf. “If my brother has got doctoring to do, we best step out of the room.”

  “What?” Wolf widened his stance. “I ain’t leaving her alone with some damn—”

  “I’ll be all right,” Nichole interrupted. “He’s a doctor, Wolf. What do you think he’s going to do, kill me right here among the china after he risked his life to save me during the war?”

  Wolf didn’t look like he planned to be uprooted. “You never know what they’re going to do. Keep your gun handy, Nick.”

  To prove her point, Nichole handed her Colt to Wes. “I’m not holding a weapon on the man who saved my life. He’s under no obligation to check the healing.”

  Adam slipped the derringer from his coat and did the same.

  Wolf glanced at the doctor as though he’d just proved himself a fool to face Nichole unarmed.

  Wes broke the standoff by opening the door. “I passed a crop of pies in the kitchen. I bet we can talk the cook out of one. I’ll split it with you, Captain Hayward.” Wes glanced into the hallway. “And if we run into that bandy rooster of a butler, we can use him for target practice.” Wes winked. “I’ve always wanted to test my skill against a Shadow.”

  “You wouldn’t have a chance, Yank.” Wolf’s laughter rattled the crystal once more. “Plus, he’d be a waste of bullets. How about we just gut him and fry him up for breakfast?”

  Wolf moved through the door. He glanced back at Adam, issuing a silent warning to be careful.

  “No,” Wes said, pulling the reb back to the jest. “He wouldn’t make a meal. Probably spoiled meat to the bone. I bet he was bottle fed on vinegar.”

  The door closed, suddenly making the little room stone silent. The area, lined with shelves, seemed even smaller than it had when Wolf paced around. Nichole had a sudden urge to call her brother back, but the man she’d traveled days to see stood before her. Now might be the only chance she’d ever have to see him again. The one kind man she’d known was so close she could reach out and touch him and she could think of nothing to say.

  Finally, Adam cleared his throat and straightened slightly. “If you’ll jump up on the counter, I’ll take a look at the wound.”

  Nichole didn’t move.

  He took a step forward and lifted the medical saddlebag from her shoulder. “Thanks for bringing this back, but I won’t be needing it soon. A town doc carries a different kind of bag.”

  She fought the urge to reach for the pearl-handled knife stuffed inside her left boot. She’d never hurt him, but a weapon in her hand might make conversation easier, for her at least.

  “Would you be more comfortable in another room?” Concern filled his eyes. “I haven’t had time to set up an office yet, but I’m sure in this size house there’s probably a more appropriate place to conduct an exam.”

  Nichole looked around. “This isn’t your house?”

  “No,” he answered. “I only made it back this morning. I rode with the wounded from the Fourteenth Indiana Regiment as far as Louisville and stayed until they settled in at a hospital. We lost enough men to the war. Even the badly wounded wanted to come home to recover.”

  “I guess that would be hard—knowing it was over and not being able to get home. They were probably glad you were with them.”

  Adam stood directly in front of her. He pulled off his coat and turned up his sleeves, more from habit than any need to do so. “How about you? Have you and Wolf been home?”

  “We had a place along the Cumberland River right about where Kentucky and Tennessee collide. When your troops, under Bragg, came dancing through in ’62 there wasn’t much left of our place. I guess all the locals thought us dead because our land was taken over. So we came home to a mess of worry.”

  Nichole watched him closely. The starched shirt made his waist slim and his shoulders wider.

  “I know.” His brown eyes were full of understanding. His voice low. “Corydon was hit in a Southern campaign. When you’re away, you think about home being the same when you come back.”

  “But it isn’t,” she whispered, not wanting to say more. “Here’s fine,” she added, forcing herself to look around, “much better than where you had to operate.”

  Adam agreed as his hands touched her waist and lifted her atop the counter. Standing, she’d been shorter than him by a few inches, now she sat slightly above him.

  “Would you unbutton your blouse?” he asked in what he hoped was a professional tone. “I’ll take a look at the wound.”

  Nichole smiled. He’d called her shirt a blouse, no one had used that word around her in years. “Sure,” she mumbled as she began fumbling with the buttons.

  “Have you had any pain? Fever? Infection?” His voice was so professional, but not cold, never cold.

  Swallowing, Nichole fought the urge to tell him that she felt like she had a fever right now. He was looking in his bag, touching all the bottles and instruments she’d examined dozens of times.

  She pulled her shirttail out of her pants and shook her head in answer to his question about fever. Gripping the counter on either side of her legs, she waited.

  He slowly slid the left side of her shirt open, letting it fall off her shoulder.

  Nichole drew in a sharp breath as his hands moved to her waist and lifted her cotton undershirt. She could feel his breath only inches from her throat.

  “Are you all right?” he asked as he paused. “Comfortable?”

  “Yes,” she whispered. “I’m fine.” The lie almost blocked her throat to the point of cutting off her air. She wasn’t fine. He was touching her again with that gentle touch she remembered. Her face felt afire. She had to turn her knuckles white to keep her hands from shaking, and he asked again if she were all right.

  He leaned slightly toward her as his fingers moved the cotton a few inches more to reveal the scar. The clean smell of him filled her senses as s
he fought to remain still. His abdomen brushed her knee and she moved her legs out of the way.

  “It’s healed nicely.” He touched the thin scar. “Who took the stitches out?”

  “I did,” she answered.

  His hand slid over the wound. His palm warmed her flesh. “I wish I’d been there. I could have made it less painful.” His other hand moved to her right side and pulled her an inch toward him. As his body leaned against the counter space between her legs, his voice lowered. “I thought about you in those days after the war. Wondered if you were safe. If you were in pain.”

  “I was fine,” she whispered, completely aware of his nearness and unwilling to lean away. “We headed home almost at once. But folks at home didn’t want the war to end. We thought the fighting was over, but we ran into trouble several times. Some thought the Shadows should be tried as spies against the Union.”

  His hands gently moved along her rib cage. “The war is over, Nichole. It will take a while, but it will come to an end. Eventually, all the hatred and anger will die.”

  Suddenly, her grip broke from the counter and her arms moved around his neck. She pulled him close. She’d never cried, not even when her mother died. Everyone in her family saw it as a weakness. But now tears rolled down her cheeks, and she felt his hands spread across her back in comfort. She didn’t have to tell him she hadn’t believed the fighting would ever end, he seemed to know.

  “It’s over,” he whispered against her hair as he pulled her closer. “The hell we’ve both lived has finally ended. All that’s left is the scar.”

  Nichole moved her damp cheek against his jaw. She lifted her hands and let her fingers glide into the thick warmth of his hair. There had been so few hugs in her life, so little caring. Her movements were jerky with need and fear that he might turn away.

  Adam was lost with her wrapped around him. Her arms held him tightly, her cheek against his, her legs on either side of his hips. It didn’t matter that he was a doctor and she was his patient, nor that he was in his fiancée’s house, or that he knew nothing about Nichole. All that mattered was that she held him the way he wanted and needed to be held.

  He pulled her closer, feeling her breasts press against his chest, feeling her breath on his neck, feeling her heart pounding next to his. He was alive for the first time in years. This was the homecoming he’d longed for, and it hadn’t come from Bergette but from a stranger he barely knew but hadn’t been able to forget.

  For a long while, they held one another, afraid to ease their hold lest the feeling end. Slowly their breathing grew in rhythm.

  “The examination is over,” he whispered against her ear. “You’re free to leave.” His arms didn’t loosen.

  “And if I don’t?” Her hands spread over the starched crispness of his shirt.

  “Then I’ll have to finish that kiss we started,” he answered.

  She didn’t give him time to advance. Her lips moved to his. Her mouth was slightly open and willing. This time she was kissing him.

  For a moment, he let her lead, making sure that she was a willing partner. Before, he’d surprised her with his kiss. Now her advance surprised him.

  She melted against him, wanting to be closer. His kiss was like before, tender. Only now there was a hunger in it that hadn’t been there before. He wasn’t kissing some woman he’d held one night and called beautiful. He was kissing her. Just her. He was silently telling her that he’d thought of this moment, dreamed of it, wished for it.

  Though the kiss ended all too soon for Nichole, she wasn’t sure how to ask him to repeat it. She was glad he didn’t pull away, but remained close, holding her in his arms as her head rested on his shoulder.

  “Thank you,” he whispered against her hair.

  “For what?” she answered.

  “For making me feel alive again.” He lightly kissed her cheek. “I was starting to think the memory of you was a dream I had. Thank you for making it real again.” He moved his hand along her back, pressing her closer to him.

  “Anytime, Yank.”

  A light tapping sounded at the door and Adam stepped away a moment before Wes looked in. “Sorry to interrupt the exam.” Wes raised an eyebrow at Nichole’s open shirt. “But Bergette’s on her way as soon as she finishes yelling at Wolf for tracking in mud.”

  Adam reached for his jacket, and Nichole did the same. She’d just buttoned the top button on her shirt, when Bergette stormed through the door. The tiny woman wore more lace and ribbons than Nichole had ever seen in one place before. She looked like an angel, but Nichole didn’t miss the devil in her eyes as she stared at the doctor.

  “Adam, aren’t these people gone yet?” Bergette didn’t bother to look Nichole in the face. If she had, she wouldn’t have missed the red cheeks and slightly swollen lips.

  “We were just leaving,” Nichole mumbled with her head low as she’d been taught to disguise her identity. “Thanks for seeing me, Doc.”

  “You don’t have to leave.” Adam ignored Bergette. “Stay and have supper at least. You’ve come a long way.”

  “What!” Ignoring Bergette was not a safe move. “I believe this is my house.”

  Wes stepped from behind the little lady. With one swift movement, he lifted her off the floor and set her down out of Adam’s path. “She’s right. This is, and will probably always be ‘her’ house.” Wes smiled as he watched Bergette boil. “Ready to head home, little brother? May will have leftovers and guests have always been welcome in the McLain house.”

  Adam nodded. Glancing at Nichole, he offered his arm. “Will you join me, Miss Hayward?”

  Wes took the battle charge Bergette issued as Adam and Nichole left the room. Smooth as a dance move, Wes covered her pouty mouth as she took in breath to scream and pushed her behind the door. “I wouldn’t scream if I were you, dear Bergette. All the guests will come running and see Adam leaving with a woman dressed in a man’s clothing. Wouldn’t it be better to let him go and make his excuses?”

  He could see her mind working, and he guessed she was already planning how her story would make Adam so busy with doctoring that she’d draw everyone’s sympathy. Poor girl, he’d even left her on his first evening home. Everyone would comfort Bergette.

  “That’s better,” Wes whispered as he pulled his hand away and wiped it on his pant leg.

  “I hate you!” She almost spit the words. “I’ll see you dead.”

  Wes faked a hurt look. “Oh, Bergette! How can you say such a thing? I was just starting to welcome you into the family, dear sister.”

  “I’m getting Adam away from the likes of you and that preacher brother of yours if it’s the last thing I do. The only time I’ll be with anyone in your family except Adam is in the family plot when we’re all dead.”

  Wes raised an eyebrow. “Are you suggesting someday we’ll lie together, dear sister-in-law-to-be? A corpse of you would be little change from your warmth now.”

  She slapped him so hard he felt his ears ring. In a tornado of satin, she stormed away before he could focus.

  Wes rubbed his jaw. “Or maybe not,” he mumbled as he hurried to catch up with Adam and his dinner guests.

  FIVE

  THE FOUR RIDERS took to the night like bats, racing toward the McLain home in silent dare to an evening storm. Strong winds chased their backs and lightning flashed around them. The earth blinked bright as day for an instant, then black again.

  Adam needed the pounding ride to challenge his body and ease the frustration he felt toward Bergette. He tried to tell himself that this was only his first day home, and she was under a great deal of stress. Give her time, he reasoned, but his gut feeling told him to ride faster—as far away from her as he could get. She was not the woman he’d dreamed of and planned a life with. All the beauty was still there, but her heart was missing.

  When they reined in at the farmyard, sp
latters of rain smothered their dust. Adam glanced at Nichole. Her smile confirmed that she loved the speed as much as he did. The lightning hadn’t frightened her. He wondered what, if anything, would. She was as wild as a spring storm, and it was the wildness that attracted him, nothing more, he decided. The female reb was as far from his world as a woman could be.

  But something in her green eyes challenged him to care. Something in her short midnight curls dared him to touch her.

  Glancing away from Nichole, Adam realized the storm had followed them in, swirling excitement and rattling the air with summer thunder. He could hear the horses moving in the corral and the windmill speeding around as rain plopped in the already full tank.

  Daniel yelled from the porch. “Thank God! You’re back.” He hurried toward them as fast as his stiff leg would allow.

  “What is it?” Wes was off his mount first with Adam just behind.

  “It’s May.” Daniel suddenly looked very young and near panic.

  Adam grabbed his medical bag. “Has the labor started?”

  “No.” Daniel shoved his wet hair from his face. “I can’t find her! She’s disappeared.”

  His little brother fought to pull himself together enough to force words out. “She was in the kitchen when I left to bring in the horses, but now she’s gone.” Daniel struggled with each sentence. “I’ve called and called. She couldn’t have just vanished.”

  Adam touched his brother’s shoulder and moved into the kitchen with the others following. For a moment everything looked in place, her sewing on the table, the fireplace bright, supper dishes in a pan by the pump. Touches of May were everywhere, but she was missing.

  “We’ll split up.” Adam tried to make his voice calm and commanding. “Wes, you and Wolf check the barn. Nichole, start on the second floor and call May’s name in every room. Daniel, check the outhouse and chicken coops. When anyone finds her, yell loud. She can’t be far away.”

  Everyone moved at once, for they were all used to following orders and knew by Adam’s voice there was no time to lose.